As Thanksgiving approaches, I am finding that this year with a broken heart, I am still thankful for so much. I miss my baby and November made four months without him. I will never be ok without him, but I am continuing to move forward. I am thankful for his little life that was way to short.

I realized that no matter how much or how little we have that there is always room to be humble. Do I want things? Sure, most everyone does, but do I need anything? No, I have a home, transportation, food and family. I have all that I need but others are not so fortunate. There are people all around starving, living in less than ideal conditions, and sadly most go unnoticed. My mama and daddy(oh how I miss him right now) taught me something very valuable growing up. They taught me to work for what I have and to always help others even if I didn’t have much to give. Sometimes all I have is a prayer, a hug or even just a smile but, I still give. Growing up we were not wealthy, in fact poverty is a good description of what we lived in. There were times when we barely had food, heat was scarce and water non-existent either due to contamination or frozen pipes. It was not an easy life, but it shaped me into who I have become.

We were fortunate to have people in our lives who shared and gave for us, those who helped my parents when they were at the lowest point. For those people, I am thankful. We faced tough times but we always managed. I am grateful that my nephews and nieces do not know the hardships we had, to them being broke has a totally different meaning. They have never been without food, they have gotten much of what they wanted and maybe I do spoil them, but I am able to do so because I learned early to work hard and to give selflessly. They are a huge part of me. I may not see all of them, but my love for them is beyond measure. I can only hope someday they all learn the importance of saving, giving and being humble. It was truly the one lesson that I can use everyday.

Forgiveness, even when we feel it is unwarranted is yet another gift. Not always to the person or situation we are extending it to, but the healing of bitterness within our own walls. Maybe to some it is too hard, but letting go of anger, resentment, hatred etc. is cleansing, uplifting and empowering. By releasing the negativity, we can make room for happiness and peace. If there is someone or something holding you back from your joy, forgive and move forward. Life is too short to have it all wasted on something you cannot change or control.

Don’t waste precious time, make memories with your loved ones, you will not get lost time back!!

I have embarked on an adventure in sewing. I love it, I may even be a little obsessed with fabrics and patterns, but I am having fun. I hope that it continues to be something I love and that I can do for a longtime. I am thankful for supportive family and friends.

I am moving forward, trying to find my purpose, but I feel lost. Changes are needed but I don’t know where to go at this point so pray and send positive thoughts my way!

Remain humble, kind and forgiving!

With Love Always, Angel